| Okay, I'm really done with this xanga bullshit.
It really just contributes to this electronic bubble that everyone surrounds themselves with and defines themselves by. Frankly, it disgusts me a little bit.
There are more opportunities to think and learn today than there ever was before in the history of the world. There are more books, more news sources, more channels and exchanges of ideas than were ever possible in the history of humankind.
I don't see that here. I see a bunch of people like "I took the bus today it sucked, and omg shoes!"... and it was cool for a while, but I want to spend time doing more productive things. Writing about issues that make me think, that shake me to the core and are actually important to our society. I want to learn as much as I possibly can about the world, about people and their experiences. I want to spend my time educating myself rather than complaining about my life and how much this sucks that that sucks... when really our lives are so amazing we don't even have the capacity to understand how absolutely privileged we are as a society. There is just SO MUCH to know... so much to think about and understand. I don't understand why people don't want to.
I'm not satisfied with apathy anymore. I want to create. I want to get people to feel, break them out of their electronic bubbles. I want to care for others, and show people that tolerance and love are the way. Not by preaching or antagonizing people, but by living a life rich in love and rich in tolerance.
I dunno this is seeming like a larger waste of time everyday. There are so many better things to do with my time basically. Like figuring out a way I can channel all this positive energy I have into a lifestyle.
So yeah, farewell.
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| I love Rob omg... he's just what I neeeded in my life you have NO IDEA. You can't say anything about him because he's SO GOOD to me and he's just fucking AMAZING you wouldn't even understand. He has this whole other side that NOBODY knows about. I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH OMG!! |
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| Demand peace.
People in my class were talking about a possible draft today... ]=.. I would die. To have to worry about my friends being drafted, or Rob. Ugh.. I'd die. ]=..
Um yeah besides that.. I've been so tired lately. My mom told me it might be because I'm dehydrated... but I've been drinking 3 bottles of water a day and my pee is like.. water clear.. and I still feel like shit. I've always had low blood pressure, but I hope it didn't get worse or something.. I dunno.. April 30th I'm getting a physical so hopefully everything's alright.. I've been so dizzy lately.. I feel like I'm going to faint like all the time. BLAH... ]=
Band practice was fun today [=... well it's always fun... but I had extra fun today [=
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| Eric and I so got into the New York Times for our participation in the rally!
http://www.nytimes.com/2007/04/15/nyregion/15warming.html?_r=1&ref=nyregion&oref=slogin |
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